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MARY PHARELL
20th May 1988
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Monday, July 21, 2008

only two words to describe my feelings at this point of time. awfully low. :'(

for some reasons,
i just cant take my mind of you.

why do i have to see your face again?
when all i wanna do is to forget everything about you. about us. and the memories we once shared.

deep down,
although how much i deny it.
i still love you, muhammad yusri. yes i do.

and i know we can never be together again.
never ever be. and that hurts the most.
and i didnt know loving you can bring me to so much of despair.

please God, i need to get through this.
give me the strength to move on.

.

but on a brighter note,
nadiah came right at my doorsteps to suprise me a ice blended drink which she made it herself from starbucks. thanks love! and somehow that cheered me up abit. :)
thanks for everything kay. i really appreciate it.

anyways the past weeks have been great.
and i hope to have more of it in weeks to come. cant wait for the 26th!

till then lovelies. good night.








forever in my heart with this love i'll always keep.