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MARY PHARELL
20th May 1988
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Saturday, June 27, 2009

random pictures when we were younger.
those times were bliss. nothing to worry about.






today gonna be a stay home saturday.
so stressed with everything. withe exams and all.
poc date kena extended. give up hoping and waiting.

have a great saturday people.







you're the first thought in the morning and the last at night.

Sunday, June 21, 2009

oh hello.

sunday night is here yet again.
waiting patiently for friday to come.

cant wait for the weekends.
might be going to batam for a short getaway!
but first, let the week pass by fast.


MALAS NYER NAK BOOK IN!!! sigh.








we'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes.

Saturday, June 20, 2009

25/04/09 pictorials.
Location: Comfort Driving Center & Hajjah Maimunah's Restaurant.
With Squadmates, R1/09! :))





















Tuesday, June 9, 2009

hey people!

guess what. i'm on 2 days mc again.
and that explains why i'm at home blogging now.

HELL NO TO CHOW KENG! hehe.

anyways the past weekend has been very tiring.
its even more tiring than working on a full shift at swensens.
dont know why our sqd always kena deployed.
one after another deployment. kite dah macam saikang squad.
thanks to our "sikit atas" oc. thanks eh!

our weekend got burnt cause of this convention.
kalau satu hari takper. from friday to sunday. 
melampau! darah up up and away jer.

on a happier note, 
i'm so glad the three days is over.
although it was very dreading and boringgg,
we managed to take lots of peeks which i will post when i'm free.
or maybe can chack out my facebook album.

i will be booking in tonight!
and will be booking out on thursday! 
dah macam 3day2night chalet. hehehe.

anyhooooooo..
this weekend will be my attachment!
ECHO DIVISION! sikit atas punyer division.
and i'm attached to orchard NPC. omg omg omg.
one of the busiest i should say. suddenly it seems so scary merrrryyyy.
hopefully everything goes well.

this weekend is also pay day!
wooohhooo! so many shopping to do. 

i seriously cant wait for july. 
the only thing that im desperate now is to poc.
:)

till then people. stay cool eat ice!









what hurts the most was being so close and having so much to say. 
and watching you walk away never knowing what could have been.

Monday, June 1, 2009

june is here.
two more months to go.
cant wait cant wait cant wait to poc.

anyways,
i've been staying home for a few days already.
cause of some stomach infection.
i cant move much. ape lagi nak lari.
this seriously suck big time.
next appointment will be in two weeks time.
which will determine if i have to undergo operation or not.
i hope not. i cant afford to be sick now. 
all i can do now is to pray hard. i need to be well.

for some reasons,
i've been feeling rather low these days. 

i listened to all the songs we love.
but those happy songs suddenly seems so sad now.
i long for your random hugs.
i missed the way you always make me laugh over nothing.
the walks and talks. the fights and the tears we cried.

those memories will forever kept in my heart.
why do all good things must come to an end?

things is so much different now.
everything seems pointless and meaningless. 
oh i wish i could hide this pain away.

i need time to be better.
i need time to adapt to not having you anymore.
o Allah, give me the strength.

anyhoo its monday night. 
and i have to be back in camp in a while. 

ape lah nasib aku, dah macam kentang.












if i were a shadow, i would always follow. 
we would face things together in every tomorrows.