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MARY PHARELL
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Thursday, July 31, 2008

DAMN!

i got pissed off first thing in the morning. nabey. dont know which stray cat peeeee-ed at my adidas slippers. then i had to wash everything and somehow i was quite late for work. had work 12-3 just now. haha. petetek right. apart from the surprise visit from the night safari's ex colleague jeslyn and azizah, werk was just normal. yeah.

after work, met raf at westmall's coffeebean. and then we slacked quite a while to search for rental of car. and she finally got it. baik per. k then went to amk hub to get some stuffs and met someone there. we had dinner at banquet. and then we headed our separate ways.
:)

thats it for today.

anyways the month of august gonna be quite a busy one. heh. with lots if happenings to look forward to. wooohhhooo! seriously cant wait.

anyhow last saturday, on the 26th. went to heeren to catch elango's teenage icon heats. met fahmy and friends there. its quite sad that he didnt make it to the next round. but hey you did your very best okay. and i'm proud of you, elango. :) and then the bgff walked all the way from paragon to esplanade hoping to catch the fireworks. but sadly no fireworks. cheat my feelings. so we just had take away longjohn and slacked at marina steps. it was a nice long day. :)

before i go, here's the pictorials.



mariah pharell.



fahmy the farmer.



the judges.



the gerls.



them.



contestants from grp A.



lee. elango. fahmy.



fahmy and me.



muke tak perlu eh fahmy.



eyecandy, elango kumar.



:)





so sick.



hansen. fahmy. lee.



BGFF!



them with elango.



brotherly love.



:)))



BGFF!


till then people. take care dont take drugs. stay cool eat ice. take care! :))











one thought of you is all i need to leave the rest of the world behind.

Monday, July 21, 2008

only two words to describe my feelings at this point of time. awfully low. :'(

for some reasons,
i just cant take my mind of you.

why do i have to see your face again?
when all i wanna do is to forget everything about you. about us. and the memories we once shared.

deep down,
although how much i deny it.
i still love you, muhammad yusri. yes i do.

and i know we can never be together again.
never ever be. and that hurts the most.
and i didnt know loving you can bring me to so much of despair.

please God, i need to get through this.
give me the strength to move on.

.

but on a brighter note,
nadiah came right at my doorsteps to suprise me a ice blended drink which she made it herself from starbucks. thanks love! and somehow that cheered me up abit. :)
thanks for everything kay. i really appreciate it.

anyways the past weeks have been great.
and i hope to have more of it in weeks to come. cant wait for the 26th!

till then lovelies. good night.








forever in my heart with this love i'll always keep.

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

each time i clear my thoughts of you
and i think that i'm doing fine
someone goes and speak your name
and once again you're on my mind.

each time i realize my life's much better
and i think that i couldn't ask for more
i always dream of you and me together
and once again the tears fall to the floor.

each night i lay my head to rest
i thank God above
but it reminds me of when i prayed for you
and once again i'm missing your love.

each day that ends i count my blessings
and i know that i'll make it through
i'm reminded of all that i once had
and once again i'm thinking of you.

each song i hear on the radio
i'll sing along to it for awhile
and then i remember it was "our song"
and once again i lose my smile.

each time i think my heart is healed
and it's time to let another in
i remember all the love we shared
and i'm loving you once again.

so each time i clear my thoughts of you
and i think that i'm doing fine
i know i'm only lying to myself
once again i wish you were mine.







and i wonder if i ever get to see your face again.

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

hello people!

yeap. its been a long time.
didnt have the time to blog actually.

there's so much happenings.
and i'm glad to say everything's goin smooth sailing. :)
although there's bumpy abit here and there.

anyways wont be updating much. will end the post with the pictorials that happened 2 days ago. me and nadiah didnt have anything to do. and we camwhored.

k take care all. have a great week. :)























































as i looked into the blue sky no more tears falling from my eyes. you're not mine anymore.