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Friday, August 21, 2009
"i always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh.
but i never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry."
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
good-byes will always hurt,
pictures will never replace having been there,
memories good and bad will bring tears and words can never replace feelings.
Sunday, August 9, 2009
happy birthday singapore!
one word: SIGH!
trying my best not to make this post sound depressing.
but hell yeah, life's been a hell one. hahah.
people might get shocked if i say this.
have been wanting to poc fast but when the day came,
i never thought it would be so hard. i dont know.
its just this feeling inside of me.
i suddenly started to miss all the things that i hate in camp.
like pts, water parade and all.
but i miss my bunkmates the most for sure!
oh wells, sadly life goes on.
i know this is too early to say,
but i dont know if i can stay there like after two years.
the stress level, the expectations i have to meet is just too much.
sometimes i feel that i just want to breakdown.
have always thought if this is what i really want to do.
i need time to adapt. alot of time.
i get worried and pressurized most of the time.
and i totally hate this feeling. tsk tsk.
but nothing's gonna bring me down now that i've crossed every line.
(trying to be positive here. heh.)
anyways
i realised the importance of happiness in life.
you may have all the money, fame and love in the world,
but what can you do with it?
i may be paid low for whatever jobs i do,
but its the passion i have for it matters the most.
would you rather do something you love or
doing something that as though you're being forced to do?
who says life is a smooth sailing journey?
now can somebody tell me about that?
i dont know what is wrong with me.
every little thing just dont go my way. everything.
like seriously.
and you! yes you. i like you. i seriously do.
but i dont know if this is the right time yet.
give me some time will you?
make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes.
one word: SIGH!
trying my best not to make this post sound depressing.
but hell yeah, life's been a hell one. hahah.
people might get shocked if i say this.
have been wanting to poc fast but when the day came,
i never thought it would be so hard. i dont know.
its just this feeling inside of me.
i suddenly started to miss all the things that i hate in camp.
like pts, water parade and all.
but i miss my bunkmates the most for sure!
oh wells, sadly life goes on.
i know this is too early to say,
but i dont know if i can stay there like after two years.
the stress level, the expectations i have to meet is just too much.
sometimes i feel that i just want to breakdown.
have always thought if this is what i really want to do.
i need time to adapt. alot of time.
i get worried and pressurized most of the time.
and i totally hate this feeling. tsk tsk.
but nothing's gonna bring me down now that i've crossed every line.
(trying to be positive here. heh.)
anyways
i realised the importance of happiness in life.
you may have all the money, fame and love in the world,
but what can you do with it?
i may be paid low for whatever jobs i do,
but its the passion i have for it matters the most.
would you rather do something you love or
doing something that as though you're being forced to do?
who says life is a smooth sailing journey?
now can somebody tell me about that?
i dont know what is wrong with me.
every little thing just dont go my way. everything.
like seriously.
and you! yes you. i like you. i seriously do.
but i dont know if this is the right time yet.
give me some time will you?
make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes.
Saturday, August 1, 2009
damn pissed right now.
what kind of customer service was that.
they didnt know that they're messing with the wrong person.
on a happier note, i had a great day today.
although it got sucky towards the end. but its ok.
havent got a proper sleep for the past 38 hours.
yesterday night was madness.
enjoying every bits of my off days while it lasts.
gotta start work on monday. oh noooo delta.
one word for now: SHAGGED.
i shall update again. sooooooooooooon.